I was cleaning out my duster when I came across several small scraps of paper that appeared to be penned by my hand. I checked with Ravinia and she confirmed that the notes I left myself were real, though I apparently was painfully intoxicated, likely to deal with the fact that I had to stay and protect the other Dreamers and Earthbound.
Is it commonplace that there are dead babies, and appendages openly flaunted about? Do we typically have those with severe mental illnesses run about and do nothing about it as if they are taking part is some great game?
Do we as a group regularly collude with beings that openly practice evil, (as with the murder, dismemberment and skinning of babies and familiars) then barter and trade with them?
I write notes to myself quite often to help me remember things, I’m damaged and I know my limitations when it comes to memory. However, I have other notes that say the people of Defiance consider themselves heroes of their respective worlds and that they strive to make things better. Personally I’m disgusted to read notes in my own hand depicting the villainy that we have taken a part of, and what’s more, I will relive this feeling of treachery every day when I re-read those notes to myself.
I’m greatly ashamed of us all.
-Theo